Too long to catch up
My life has become a complete mystery to me!
Each day brings something new. Somedays I enjoy the diversity of my life, the unexpected challenges and the space of ultimate freedom. Other days it is alot to take in. I've become really clear that I have no idea how life is "suppose" to look. I pretend to know how its going to be and often I even get into action causing my occurance of how life is suppose to me. I'm learning on the contrast though, that doing that doesn't work very well.
I thought I would be excited to be writing on my blog again.
And I guess the truth is i'm stopped. Not self-expression. Stuck...
I let sharing go too long.
So my committment is to blog at least 4 days a week.
Keep the juicy details of my life up to date!
Today is mother's day. I spent sometime with my mama this morning and in a little while i'm heading over to Jodis.
I even cleaned my house today! My bathroom and the downstairs....
all that is left is my bedroom and vacumming.
Jason "borrowed" the vacumn, so that will have to wait I suppose.
He officially moved out. Only a few things left and getting the key back.
When I came home yesterday and he was gone, I broke down. Cried....
Then I enjoyed my night
I'm in touch with my emotions, feeling them when it is appropriate and then creating from nothing. VERY COOL stuff!
Well, back to my day
Each day brings something new. Somedays I enjoy the diversity of my life, the unexpected challenges and the space of ultimate freedom. Other days it is alot to take in. I've become really clear that I have no idea how life is "suppose" to look. I pretend to know how its going to be and often I even get into action causing my occurance of how life is suppose to me. I'm learning on the contrast though, that doing that doesn't work very well.
I thought I would be excited to be writing on my blog again.
And I guess the truth is i'm stopped. Not self-expression. Stuck...
I let sharing go too long.
So my committment is to blog at least 4 days a week.
Keep the juicy details of my life up to date!
Today is mother's day. I spent sometime with my mama this morning and in a little while i'm heading over to Jodis.
I even cleaned my house today! My bathroom and the downstairs....
all that is left is my bedroom and vacumming.
Jason "borrowed" the vacumn, so that will have to wait I suppose.
He officially moved out. Only a few things left and getting the key back.
When I came home yesterday and he was gone, I broke down. Cried....
Then I enjoyed my night
I'm in touch with my emotions, feeling them when it is appropriate and then creating from nothing. VERY COOL stuff!
Well, back to my day