Who I am is the possibility....

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Too long to catch up

My life has become a complete mystery to me!
Each day brings something new. Somedays I enjoy the diversity of my life, the unexpected challenges and the space of ultimate freedom. Other days it is alot to take in. I've become really clear that I have no idea how life is "suppose" to look. I pretend to know how its going to be and often I even get into action causing my occurance of how life is suppose to me. I'm learning on the contrast though, that doing that doesn't work very well.
I thought I would be excited to be writing on my blog again.
And I guess the truth is i'm stopped. Not self-expression. Stuck...
I let sharing go too long.
So my committment is to blog at least 4 days a week.
Keep the juicy details of my life up to date!

Today is mother's day. I spent sometime with my mama this morning and in a little while i'm heading over to Jodis.
I even cleaned my house today! My bathroom and the downstairs....
all that is left is my bedroom and vacumming.
Jason "borrowed" the vacumn, so that will have to wait I suppose.
He officially moved out. Only a few things left and getting the key back.
When I came home yesterday and he was gone, I broke down. Cried....
Then I enjoyed my night
I'm in touch with my emotions, feeling them when it is appropriate and then creating from nothing. VERY COOL stuff!

Well, back to my day